09 Þubat 2020, Cumartesi
saat: 04:16
It’s cold and snowy outside the window, so I’m in my cozy pajamas, listening to Schubert's Winterreise and coding my EU data for the fiftieth time.
I’ve been really going through it, ya’ll. I’m clawing my way through as usual, but yeah. I’ve been going through it. I am going through it.
Some weeks in life are just a series of "oh God, why?" This has been one of those weeks. Last week was also one of those weeks. To be honest, I can’t remember when was the last time I had a week that wasn’t one of those weeks.
And I’m just tired. I’m very tired. I wish I could just not care about politics. I wish politics were actually the arcane intellectual exercise apolitical people think it is and not, you know, life and death.
“Isn’t it nice to think that tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it yet?”
I’m ok. <3
I’m also very grateful - for myself and who I am, for my family, for my friends, for my home.
