08 Kasım 2011, Salı
saat: 05:48
it's fine. i am going to be fine.
i sometimes hate it you know. always being fine, getting through it somehow. for once i want to be fine thanks to something, not in spite of it.
she kept calling me tough. he said i was strong. i want to say screw all of it.
am i the only one who is not absolutely happy when the destined ones in shows get together? am i the only who gets hung up on what happens to the ones left behind? sure yeah barney and robin kissed, yay, that's been building up for almost a season now but what about nora? max and the artsy guy might be getting together finally, yay, but what about the black british girl who is still in the relationship?
why am i encouraged to cheer for the ones screwing over the people who put effort, time and hearts into a relationship that they think is working? they are blissfully happy now, only to be devastated and left behind forever in two episodes.
the funny thing is, this has nothing to do with anything personal.
watching house next should help.
on an irrelevant note, is jess mentally handicapped? i don't remember that being part of the plotline.
yeah i get it, lots of other doors.
but it doesn't help when, for some reason, the doors you want never ever open.
so this is here to remind me that it's not that ok.
