27 Ocak 2012, Cuma
saat: 07:10


it's like i am living two lives in parallel.

in one, everything is like before, i go about my day, work and go out, hang out with people. i even had a very nice third date with a cute boy, and i am stressing about journal club tomorrow.

in the other, there are scenes and sentences echoing in my head, people are doing things and i am sort of part of it, maybe even in the middle of it but i don't know what is really going on. i get upset, want to talk to people, don't know what to say, cry a little and pace around.

on top all that, i got hit by a car today. more like bumped maybe, i didn't fall over or anything and don't even have bruises but it did happen. i laughed.

january should gtfo already, and then maybe we will reconcile with 2012.




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