29 Ocak 2012, Pazar
saat: 10:57
there might be now twelve doors open after that one door closed. it's astonishing, really.
also yes, i cried in lab when i saw the photos. i can handle them separately i think, but not together. not yet.
but then how lucky am i to get invited to a place where there are people i know and a lot of people i don't know and noone has a connection to that awful thing that happened? i realize i am so fortunate, that the universe is trying its best to make me feel better, to remove me from that situation and distract me from the awful place that my head has become.
so i am grateful. yes, definitely.
