31 Ocak 2012, Salı
saat: 06:37
i found myself wiggling my legs on the shuttle, after spending the whole day sitting. i think the new vitamins i started after the bout of weight loss are giving me energy but i have nowhere to expend it. i went to the gym on sunday but my lungs hurt so much after five minutes of running that i thought i was going to pass out. i am out of shape, sure, but i think it's related to the sore throat i had a week ago so i am finally going to the doctor.
since i couldn't go to the gym and i had to move, i went to cvs to get this one color of nail polish that i had to have all of a sudden, no other color that i owned would do. i found myself spending fifty dollars on random smelly things, discounted items and beef jerky. the nail polish was two dollars.
i have never seen him around campus before we met and tonight i ran into him on my way home.
poor v still asks about meerkat mondays and i am debating whether to tell him the whole story tomorrow during lunch.
also i think i am going to write to b whenever i have the time and mental strength. i am not sure whether to make it fiction or non-fiction yet. it will be an exercise in purging.
right now it's all about wednesday. after that we might all go down the rabbit hole.
