08 Mart 2012, Perşembe
saat: 07:13
it was either crying or cleaning. so i cleaned everything. it's the cleanest the apartment has ever been since we moved in. i also organized my papers and did laundry.
i might still give the crying a shot before sleeping but right now i am tired and feel like i've been productive.
i know exactly when and why i sent that message, although still impressed by my ability to do so at that point. i also know what i tried to mean. ugh. i am sorry.
her email almost made me cry.
there were photos in there i don't remember taking. basically people had no idea.
i know, this is getting a bit dangerous.
for all intents and purposes, he is married. what a concept.
i hadn't received a call in a long time.
it took me a while but i did call back.
