29 Ağustos 2014, Cuma
saat: 08:10
Hope is over, completely over.
I know it sounds trite, and it is, but it's so hard to meet anyone I would even consider spending time alone with, so it was a painful blow for sure. Of course I told my girls about what he did, and they all texted within minutes with the appropriate "fuck that guy" messages. As for him, I thought about texting back a breezy "no worries, see you next time" message to save face, but then I didn't feel like it, and I haven't heard from him since then.
What I am mostly annoyed with is not the pain of rejection, but the fact that he robbed me of a really good friend and all the fun we could have together! Way to make me second guess everything. Fuck this shit. Fuck these emotions. THIS IS DUMB. It’s making my heart hurt and I am too sober for this bullshit!
