01 Eylül 2014, Pazartesi
saat: 20:02
Entire Life Crisis: The Story So Far
1-Science says our brains start degenerating at 24 years old. I am 26 years old and I can attest that I have gotten so dumb. In high school I was articulate, sharp, I could properly enunciate and had such a broad vocabulary people would tell me to stop using such big words. Today I speak in Emojis.
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2- Sadly, I thought I was getting better.
3- I so aggressively do not want to work on my thesis right now it is unbelievable.
4- Not really into the whole "getting out of bed" thing today, because it means I just get to stare at a computer screen all day, doing necessary and boring shit. Interview transcriptions. IRB materials prep. Data codification. Ugh.
5- Yesterday's workout was insane! My quads. My hamstrings. My glutes & some other muscles that I don’t know the names of. They all hurt. After 10 hours of sleep I’m still tired and very sore.
6- What I want to do: catch up on all the TV shows I ever missed while crocheting and knitting every cool thing I see on the internet.
7- I appear to have lost all my concentration this past week. And wherever my concentration went, it’s clear my motivation went along with it, cause I have done very little to rectify my current situation.
8-I’m writing like Hemingway today. Short, simple sentences.
My brain is screaming “NOOOOOOOOOO WRITE LIKE FAULKNER! LONG SENTENCES WITH FIFTEEN SUBORDINATE CLAUSES!”
9- Please, Lord, don’t make me have to be interesting today.
