25 Eylül 2014, Perşembe
saat: 01:29
List of current worries:
1. The “You’re just out of practice” is so cute that I think I’m choking on its adorableness.
2. Horoscope: "You were wrong about yourself."
I need a hug or 8 shots of vodka, please.
3. Thanks for the anxiety dreams, brain.
4. I swear sometimes people in academia act like super-villains, with their comments like "What are those things coming out of your eyes? It’s like drool, but from your eyes. Stop drooling out of your eyes you’re embarrassing yourself now let me finish telling you what a waste of space you are." Or, my favorite: "How dare you tell me the story of why you've been so miserable for a couple of days! You are manipulating me! With your feelings! Keep your emotions far away from me!” Gosh! At least Dr. B. seems to be back to his normal self today, I mean, he sent that e-mail saying that my first chapter is "well done", right? That should be a good sign, no? Because if you ask me, "success sometimes may be defined as a disaster put on hold." It has to be.
5. I don’t want to go where I’m going, I just want to leave where I am.
6. Nowadays I keep reminding myself of a lesson I learned in my RAD training last year: "Do the scary thing first, and get scared later.”
7. "Sleep or Not to Not Sleep" is the question. Sometimes a double negative is the way to go on awesomely lazy days like this one.
