04 Aralık 2014, Perşembe saat: 21:12 -So he has a girlfriend, and you see her every week? -Yes! So weird. -And you're okay with it? -Yes! So weird. On the other hand, A. completely changed my world to the core. I constantly feel like I’m teetering back and forth…rocking like a child on their heels. Is this a good thing? Is it bad? The way he goes about things stirs something deep inside of me as if it’s something I once wanted, but I’ve forgotten it somehow, somewhere. I’m never sure whether or not to take him seriously when he talks about "our future" (although deep down I feel like he is dead serious). I always thought I didn’t really believe in anything lasting forever anymore - the result of a hopeless romantic let down one too many times; but it’s so nice that he does. It’s rather fantastic, to be honest. I believe it because I like believing it. I let myself have feelings for him despite not knowing how this would end. “It’s not really the love that I envy, it’s the trust. The feeling that no matter how bad you screw up, there is always someone who will accept you and love you for who you are; not because they have to, just because they can’t not love you.” larissa