07 Þubat 2015, Cumartesi
saat: 08:06
"Am I too sensitive or do I have the right to actually to be upset?": A musical.
Then there’s you. You’re so polite, you’re not just a nice guy, you’re the nicest guy. You’re unbelievably lovely and kind, and that terrifies me, because it’s easy to walk away from someone who isn’t. If you’d just come out and said, you want a long term relationship, I could walk away, run for the hills and never look back. But you didn’t, and that’s worse. Do you like me that much? Do you want me that badly that you’re willing to settle for whatever I’m willing to give? Are you afraid of losing me? Because I’ll always feel guilty. I’ll always think, “Should I be doing more for you? Should I be giving you more?”
Ah.
This is exhausting. I don't know for how long I can keep lying to myself.
