25 Þubat 2015, Çarþamba
saat: 07:20
I’m in one of those life periods when making it from the start of the day to the end still standing is an accomplishment. But I have a deadline approaching, which means I REALLY need to focus right now. But that’s a hard habit to get into, and I still have to remind myself constantly. Every day I wake up and find any excuse I can not to work on my project(s), because it feels like none of them is getting anywhere. I know that my end goal should be swimming, but I’m not really sure where I should swim to. The ocean seems much larger than it did, and I get tired. Recently I’ve been secretly hoping that someone would save me, or at least point me in the direction of the nearest shore. But, I also know that’s not how the me-someone relationship works. I’m on my own. If I drown, I drown.
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So yes, you guessed it, this is one of my semi-regular “Hey Look, I’m Going To Start Coding And Writing More Again (I Promise)” Posts. That feels like the minimum requirement: let people know that I’m here. It also helps me to feel like I’m doing OK, and that I’ll figure it out soon. There’s no need to panic.
This too will pass …
