31 Ekim 2016, Pazartesi
saat: 04:24
Is the feeling of not doing enough synonymous with being a college professor?
Not enough time in the weekend. There never is. Tomorrow the department chair is coming to my class to observe my teaching and obviously, I am freaking out. I am nowhere near the teacher that I have always seen myself as being, and even now, I don't feel ready to teach this particular class -even though that's something I do every week whether I want to do it or not. I don't want to practice the class, I just want to hide under the covers and not do anything. I know I just need to "be myself" and "stay positive" and involve students in the teaching process -but where is my self confidence exactly to do all that?
"Facing it — always facing it — that’s the way to get through."
I have probably given myself more pep talks in the last two months than I have my whole life.
Sigh.
