06 Ocak 2017, Cuma
saat: 15:04
I do not question whether I am happy or unhappy.
Yet there is one thing that I keep gladly in mind --
that in the great addition (their addition that I abhor)
that has so many numbers, I am not one
of the many units there. In the final sum
I have not been calculated. And this joy suffices me.
Constantine P. Cavafy (1897)
Because the world is so full of death and horror, because my father works in the courthouse attacked yesterday, because I felt the real desperation when I heard from him that an explosion had happened but could not do anything to help, because -no matter how far I go, I "won’t find a new country, won’t find another shore", I try again and again to console my heart.
Can the world please stop now? I need to lie down, I need a very, very long break.
