24 Mayıs 2017, Çarşamba
saat: 06:17
To be honest with you diary, I'm writing this page to you after our 123123th baby attempt. Something's not right i know it but we keep on trying. In the end we'll do baby tube :D or whatsoever they call it but for now, we keep on trying.
I know there's a biologic age for woman, i don't know if it's called biologic age but the age woman want to be a mother. They are physically and emotionally ready for the baby. What i want to tell is i feel like i am on my biologic age :D. Never been so creative and energetic in my private life, i won't go into details i already talked too much LOL.
Yeah at the age of 32 i feel like the time has come. At least my body tells me this, i can hear it calling.
Once upon a time there was a woman, a woman who i loved so much and wanted to live forever with. We had a very poor sexual experience because of me, i was sick while we were doing that. I was suffering too much but still tried to do it anyway, not because i was dying to do it with her, she was dying for it. She said she always dreamed about that and i couldn't say i had so much pain in my balls, lol.
Why did i tell this, because if i could perform like now, maybe ... just maybe we could be living different lives. Maybe in a parallel universe who knows...
I hope my sister hasn't learned English yet cause i m %200 sure she's reading all my crap :D Hey sis, if you can understand this, please let this be a secret between us, we had none in a long time you know :)
