16 Ekim 2017, Pazartesi
saat: 20:22
after calling myself "depressed" for a good amount of time, I figured that it doesn't make sense to be depressed.
I mean what's the point of being depressed really?
You have a life. Just like everyone. Nobody has two lives right? Everybody around you has just one of those babies.
And that one life of yours honestly isn't so special. It is not more special than others' but it's not less special either. It is just fine.
You see, existing is just... fine.
If you are like most other people, you'll have some good memories, and you'll have some bad memories by the end of it
If you're in the unlucky group, you'll have maybe some more bad moments than the good ones.
And if you're in the particularly lucky group, you'll have maybe a few more good ones than the bad ones.
but one thing is certain: that doesnt matter how much of good or bad memories you're gonna have and being depressed doesnt make sense in any of these cases.
the thing is that life is nothing about those goods or bads. those goods or bads are just "stuff".
life is actually quite irrelevant from "stuff".
Stuff is IN your life. Stuff is not your life.
Think aboout the ocean. There is fish, there are rocks and sands in the ocean. Is ocean a fish? or a rock? or a sand?
No, the ocean isn't any of that material. The ocean is not those, the ocean only encompasses those.
If I had to describe what ife is, I would describe it more like the breeze touching your nose. We are talking just about existing. And remember, existing is just fine.
So there's nothing to be anxious or depressed for, because ups and downs dont matter.
There is no past and no future.
There is only here and only now.
It is a cliche saying but it is at the same tim the wisest thing that humankind ever said.
Don't forget; fish dies, rocks erose, sands move; but nothing happens to the ocean. Ocean keeps existing.
so keep existing and experiencing in the moment
activities are available, just add meaning.
but don't add too much meaning, you know,
keep cool
at the end of the day, stuff is just.. stuff and you have nothing else except for the "now".
