03 Ağustos 2018, Cuma
saat: 19:03
Life after having him home for months then having to say goodbye again is dull and sad and I’m having major withdrawals. This whole visiting then saying goodbye thing is depressing and I don’t want to do it anymore. I want to start our life together already!! He makes me feel so excited for that, I feel so loved and so secure and so hopeful.
"This was the kind of guy who should be someone’s first love. Someone who brought you flowers and refilled your water glass without you having to ask. Someone who watched you across the crowded rooms just to make sure you were okay. Someone who loved you quietly, without pressuring you or wanting you to change."
Right now, I feel sad with good reason, and I think it wouldn't be right to mess with that feeling. I'll just stay sad for a while.
