20 Kasım 2018, Pazartesi
![]() saat: 00:49
![]() Once again I can't sleep. I started thinking about my time in Germany. How it has been. And still nothing is at the point where I wanted it to be. I still feel alone, weak, and like a stranger. "Entfremdung" Nobody feels familiar at times. I feel like a stranger even to my own parents. To my husband even. I have no belief into anyone, incluing myself, no attachment to any philosophy, and no religion as well. I am also tired of hearing that I am strong. It doesn't mean jack shit when I don't feel like it. | ||
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