20 Kasım 2018, Pazartesi
saat: 00:49
Once again I can't sleep. I started thinking about my time in Germany. How it has been. And still nothing is at the point where I wanted it to be. I still feel alone, weak, and like a stranger.
"Entfremdung"
Nobody feels familiar at times.
I feel like a stranger even to my own parents. To my husband even.
I have no belief into anyone, incluing myself, no attachment to any philosophy, and no religion as well.
I am also tired of hearing that I am strong.
It doesn't mean jack shit when I don't feel like it.
