06 Mart 2019, Salı
saat: 00:27
“It was one of those March days when the sun shines hot and the wind blows cold: when it is summer in the light, and winter in the shade.”
I am not sure what it is or what is wrong—if it is simply some burnout getting to me today or stress + how much I am carrying on my own + the pressures I impose on myself–but I have had this inexorable headache thrust upon me today. Not leaving the house (and convincing A. to take a day off and laughing with him at FH scores) has not helped. Getting tasks out of the way + focusing on my work has not helped. All of the usual things I would do to relieve my mood have just not helped. Perhaps this is just one of those days where I need to feel this, perhaps it is a cue to slow down for a moment + breathe + feel + let myself just exist for one day? Perhaps I need to sleep? Perhaps it is just some hormones running a little haywire on me? I don’t really know.
