11 Mart 2019, Pazartesi
saat: 18:28
I’ve been working on my piece re: parties since 9am this morning. Surrounded with all my hand-written papers & each tab of research open on the computer. I have a little more to write still, but as I am taking a small break, it feels like I’m actually good at this? This feels easy -not easy in the way that the subject matter doesn’t impact me but easy in that the work flow kicks in & takes me over & I’m barely thinking & it’s already connected inside my head and the thinking I did during the research period paying off? I’m expressing something important without ever mentioning directly our misunderstandings and big choices, but setting it up so readers will pick up on what we can + must learn from this, and it feels profound, et cetera, well I’m just rambling but I doubted that I could do it & I shouldn't have.
Oh well. It is better I get back to work now. This is only a small happy thought. Not very important. Not vital to anything beyond myself.
