21 Mayıs 2019, Salı
saat: 11:41
If you are existing, everything is possible. Human-being is excrutiatingly free.
because,
Universe doesn't work with your frames and limitations of your mind.
Universe works in a continuous flow. Conditions are neither positive nor negative. Conditions are just that- conditions.
Things happen without a reason. Things happen here. Leaves move. Wind blows. Everything is here. Everything is now. You are here. You witness.
Life itself has no meaning or purpose. Nothing can make your life automatically meaningful. Family, work, religion, shopping, hamburgers... Yes, meanings are available if you choose to give to things. But if you don't, life doesn't get a meaning by itself. You can choose to give it a meaning, or not. At the end, you don't have to.
Life is just life.
Life is flow.
And that is all there is really. Just flow.
Keep flowing. No judgements, no thoughts, not a single frame of any man-made psychology.
You don't have to feel bad about things because things cannot be negative or upsetting until you assign these features to them. A kid runs, and falls down, ends up with wounds on his knees. He doesn't cry. He doesn't scream. He just moves on running. Until one day his mom screams out of sheer panic when he falls. With her mom's loud scream, kid learns right in that second that falling is "bad", wounds are "bad". Every single negative thougths and feelings that we suffer today are like that. They are learned from our environment/society/family/authorities.
Whatever authority you choose to believe and comply -school, mosque, mother, father- is fake. They also don't know what is right and what is wrong, because there are no such rightness or wrongness. Authorities are simply conforming to the morals and values that are invented before them by some other authorities in the history.
At the end there is no universal moral, good, bad, rules or any divine justice. These things don't exist in the nature. We make them, and put them there to live-by.
So nothing can be of a "bad essance". And nothing can be of a "good essance". There is just nothing of that nature around here.
Humanbeings are doomed to be free.
But not everybody can handle it.
For those who can handle it, there is only one feeling available in the here-and-now existence. Which is not even a feeling, rather a state of being. It is: Joy.
Abundant joy.
It doesn't pass. It is always there. That is why it cannot be a feeling.
Once again, there is no justification here. No raging, no forgiving, and no interpreting. All that is is a by-product of survival mind and it is futile to get too much caught up in those.
Any product of the mind except for its survival and practical/productivite service is infact a by-product and is extremely futile and should not be praised.
Forgiving, for example, is a big delusion of ego. You think something/somebody hurt you and you think you are entitled to get upset about it and later maybe forgive. This is a delusion. The fact is that you don't get to forgive things/ or judge things for that matter.
You can't forgive because there is nothing to forgive.
Things happen. Wind blows. Leaves move.
saat: 20:59
Öff araba kullanmaktan cok korkuyorum. Ehliyet almaya calisiyorum simdi almanyada. Teori sinavina calistim hazir sayilirim ama sirf teorinin arkasindan pratik surusleri yapmam gerekecek diye teori sinavina girmeyi erteledikce erteliyorum. Korkunun ecele faydasi yok biliyorum ama gene de elim ayagim titriyor alman karayollarinda araba surme olayini. Help!!
