23 Şubat 2020, Cumartesi
saat: 05:40
Peh! I am sick.I am so tired of being sick. I dont think that I can stand it anymore. One illess eases other starts.
This time what the fuck is going on I even dont want to know. But probably a basic cold. Good timing mother fucker. I should have been studying since 6 am, however what I do is all sneezing. I have a very strong head ache and endless fever (though it s around 38 which I can stand very well.. ) My eyes are closing and all I can do with my strenght is to stand against it.
Shitty.
I have to study. I have no time.
Dont know what to do.
Gonna take some gingko pills. Hopefully they work.
as quavo says "Working me ah ah she working me"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmjgIrBHg6Y
Well It s good to remember this song tho. I started playing it and I already am feeling better. It s amazing that music has that much effect on me. ıt s good or bad I have no idea.. I just saw the sticker I put on the wall written as "Stanford"
These time of the year is fucking important for the this time of the next year. So I need to fight against anything that can distruct me from studying.
I took an offer from a prof from Stanford directly this time. And I cannot ruin it.
Ok Ok..
Gonna start studying quickly
working me ah ah she working me.
urgin me u u urging me.
