04 Mart 2020, Çarşamba
saat: 21:37
If only students knew just how much time it takes to write even a mildly supportive letter of recommendation, let alone an enthusiastic one....SIGH.
I've been feeling more boosted the last four days - in terms of how much energy I have and my ability to manage, or fit, more, different things within a day. A. has been here since Saturday and I think that’s a factor, although one can never be entirely sure. I feel more energetic and generally less grumpy and much more … capable isn’t quite the word I am searching for, as I always feel capable to meet the challenge, but it is as if there is less of a struggle to it all? There is a sense of ease that I have missed. Things have begun to slowly fall back into their places. I have begun to slowly fall back into myself. Life is not stable by its very nature but what I sense now is that moment of peace - when I finally let go of the idea that it one day I could value myself more if I were only to do more.
