29 Mayıs 2021, Cumartesi
saat: 23:56
yes I miss writing I miss to say truly what I think. You know I am not as positive as I was before! world is not a wonderfull place as before I feel I am loosing hope sometimes. I tell to people to open their heart but to what. Everything is getting colored so black ... We must fight hand in hand to make things whiter more and more whiter. People are like zombies others goes to extreme crazyness ... Some look for love some look for this and that. But what I should do here. I got in the flow of others that I need too find a partner and a baby. But wait is this who you are . Ok I am aging I accept it but is it what I want to do???? Because that I am aging so I should get a baby???? After getting back home from a succesfull event I get very depressed . I want a partner next to me , Yes I accept I need someone to spoil me . I was not this but here I am now this . And I need this partner because I am sad I am not motivated. I need constant love and affection. I need confirmation that I am a person that can be loved. That is still beautifull. Actually the thing is that I dont feel I am beautifull anymore .
