29 Temmuz 2021, Perşembe
saat: 09:13
On the one hand, my deepest desire is to retreat into the woods or a cave away from everyone so I can write. On the other hand I know that’s BS because I wanted to do zero writing when I took time off - and my best writing seems to happen when I have a thousand other things to do. Also there are bugs in the woods so there’s that.
“If anything, you could probably be a little harder on yourself.”
I was hoping to be more creative and inspired with my other responsibilities cut out of my schedule but it turns out I’m still just tired at home. I took a mental health day today, and spent the entire day sleeping and listening to economic and political crises that inspired the French Revolution. So, yes, I am still not doing enough, but I want to do more. Tomorrow I simply must get up and do something else or I will start to feel like a Victorian-era invalid. I also am resolved to do one (1) work task I have been putting off for weeks. Wish me luck!
