02 Eylül 2026, Çarşamba
saat: 04:20
Love was a lie! The moment i got the know about it was the moment that i died. I died slowly everyday the more i stepped into the thorny path of love . Love was with blood tears and thorns . It never came to me yet always stayed in my doorstep shouting its name through various forms various ways . Love was a lie a lie that made me die a lie that made ne reborn on the bed of thorns.
Now i am a mother , a mother of the most sweet one . I thought i could love beauties while flying my head over the clouds . No it was only through mud , blood and the selfishness of love that i was going to taste this juice of love . Fear to loose , fear all around my skin.
My ideal love never existed , only in my dreams , only in my heart. My ideal love was meant to be , it didnt come to me . I didnt happen to be . Now i m feeding my baby while the father just sleeps next to me . I m alone surrounded by the words of love , surrounded by the silent tears that falls on my cheeks . I was meant to die but I m alive . Alive and fighting while my love flied away on a cloud that left it s rain on me…
